5:37 am

Unbelievable. The one thing I still don't get is how you've been through what you say you've been through and still dog someone out? You've got this team running nice and strong. You've been lying all along. And for what??? What did you gain? A few more nuts? Was that really it? I can't sympathize with anything you've got going on. You lied! I'm done with this fake shit.

I'm out here trying to hold up an invisible fort lol. This is crazy. How do you look someone in the eyes as they pour out their soul and shed tears, but still pay pretend? That's sick! But I'm mean?? That's so cold. I wouldn't even setup my worst enemy like this. But you, you do it all with ease. When it fits, your memory is magically gone. You feed me all this nonsense. Was any of it real? One thing is for sure. This "bond" is fake as fuck. I've been standing out here by myself all along. I thought so highly of you. You ended up being worse than the rest. And to think of all the things I've considered with no hesitation. I've gotta say I'm real disappointed.

Better late than never though right? Ha. 5 years... Of what? FOR what? I gave you credit for the inch or two you gave here and there. It's crazy. All of it should've ended when she text me that message. All of it should've ended when it came to the mention of a baby. But in the name of love, I was only shaken not convinced. I had to stick around for even more hurt. Am I gonna stick around another year or so? For what? You don't even care. And again you've got this team so everything is OK on your end.

My demise could come any day now. My time and energy are precious too. Am I gonna spend the rest of my days with wet eyes, laying on the floor? I refuse. Everyone you need you have. The list doesn't include me. Thanks for all the lessons. I'm out.